2, 4 and 10 :)

2) yes. when i was 12-16. with no particular reason. my mother’s had some problems with the alcohol at that time, i hated my body, i felt trapped in my life. i was different that other children, much more sensitive. so that was a reason, i guess. but life has changed and i don’t do this any more. i know how to love myself, my mother has been sober for the last 5 years. and i know that i have to stay true to myself. it’s not my duty to, idk, please everybody.

4) very good. seriously. i sometimes think we’re even too close. we just love each other so so so much. it’s not that i tell her about everything, nooo, but i know that i can talk with her any time. sometimes we’re just like best friends, you know, laughing and having fun. we have our little inside jokes, we do a lot of things together. but she’s still my mother, not a bff. i have a lot of respect for her. she’s funny, stylish, intelligent, well educated and a hard working person. she taught me how to fight for myself. my mother’s my most important role model in life.

10) my parents, haha. they know how to react! they know that i have to be left alone for a second. and music, music calms me down. mint tea, some books or something - they work as well. basically i like being at home (or walking, A LOT) then i’m upset. i’m the only person that knows how to calm me down, haha.

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